Psalm 4:4 ” In your anger do not sin: when you are on your beds, search your hearts and be silent.” Selah

I am my worst critic.  I lie in bed at night annoyed with myself that I didn’t accomplish everything I should have.  Or I’m aggravated at myself for not speaking up when I could have.  I react with self-loathing as I play back the events of the day… as the “I should have, I could have, I would have’s” run in a loop through my mind.  What’s so sad is… most times, I’m beating myself up over things no one else even knows about.  They’re things that are only important to me…so why am I so perturbed?   In a word…it’s  guilt.    Self-directed anger is fueled by guilt…and it doesn’t need to be guilt heaped on us from someone else…for we can do that all by ourselves!  But this guilt-ridden self-anger can be changed by the last few words of this verse…for it says to “search your hearts and be silent.  Selah”   That means we listen and not speak, allowing the Holy Spirit to whisper truth into our heart and mind.  It means then we pause and ponder these truths not allowing our mind to race negatively.  It’s positive reinforcement, Holy Spirit style.

Matthew 3:4-6 ” John’s clothes were made of camel’s hair, and he had a leather belt around his waist. His food was locusts and wild honey. People went out to him from Jerusalem and all Judea and the whole region of the Jordan. Confessing their sins, they were baptized by him in the Jordan River.”

It tells us in Luke 1:17 that John the Baptist ministered in the spirit and power of Elijah…down to the same attire.  For the Prophet Elijah was recognized by what he wore – a garment of hair with a leather belt around his waist ( II Kings 1:8).  This garb in fact was so powerful that false prophets started copying his dress in order to deceive the people. (Zechariah 13:4)  Initially, the curious crowd might have been drawn by the wild-looking man, but when John shouted, “Repent, for the Kingdom of heaven is near!”  divine conviction fell upon them.

Proverbs 1:10 ” My son, if sinners entice you, do not give in to them.”

Sometimes the hardest thing to do is to not go along with the crowd.  Sure, the peer pressure is strong, and we want to fit in and not seem odd…but we also realize what the crowd is about to do is just plain wrong.  Deuteronomy 13:8 tells us to not yield to or even listen to the enticements from those who are sinning.  And the old excuse of, “Everybody’s doing it!”  can’t stand up to the truth if it goes against the word of God.  For any words of persuasion, guilt, or deception we hear will never change wrong into right.

Jonah 3:4 ” In 40 days Ninevah will be demolished.”

In the Hebrew, this sentence is only 5 words long.  It doesn’t even mention God, nor did it call the people of Nineveh to repentance.  So why did the Ninevites believe what Jonah warned them of?  Jesus tells us in Luke 11:29-32 that the Ninevites had heard of Jonah’s miraculous deliverance from the belly of that fish and that they will, “stand up at the judgement with this generation and condemn it; for they repented at the preaching of Jonah, and now one greater than Jonah is here.”  The people of Nineveh heard and believed God…may this present generation do the same.

Psalm 123:2 ” As the eyes of slaves look to the hand of their master, as the eyes of the maid look to the hand of her mistress, so our eyes look to the Lord our God, till He shows us His mercy.”

We are your servants, O Lord, and we look to You in total reliance.  In Your hands is the power and strength we lack…in Your hands is grace and mercy.  We will  keep our eyes fixed on You, Lord…for only in You can we fully put our trust.  You are our Rock and support in time of need…our confidence is in You.  Amen.

Luke 3:7-8 ” John said to the crowds coming out to be baptized by him, ‘You brood of vipers! Who warned you to flee from the coming wrath? Produce fruit in keeping with repentance. And do not begin to say to yourselves, We have Abraham as our father.’ “

John the Baptist came preaching repentance.  His baptism was a ritual symbolizing spiritual cleansing through the forgiveness of sins to those who repented and believed the gospel, and also prepared the Jews for the coming Messiah.  But many in the crowd took offense, wanting rather to put their trust in their lineage or “pedigree” for their righteousness.  But it tells us in Galatians 3:6-7,  “Consider Abraham: ‘He believed God, and it was credited to him as righteousness.’  Understand, then, that those who believe are children of Abraham.”  We will never get to heaven on the shirt-tails of our Godly father, or on the apron-strings of our prayer warrior grandmother.  No, the only way is by putting our faith and trust in Jesus Christ…and it’s only through repentance and forgiveness of our sins that we have the promise of eternal life.

Hebrews 10:26-27 ” If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left, but only a fearful expectation of judgment and of raging fire that will consume the enemies of God.”

We probably all know a person who has fallen away.  Someone who consciously rejected the spiritual enlightenment they had once received…who had tasted of God’s goodness, but chose instead to abandon their faith.  And when we intentionally reject Jesus Christ, we’re essentially saying that His sacrifice on the Cross meant nothing.   For when anyone falls away, they have turned their back on God’s truth and can only then look forward to His final judgment.

I John 1:8-9 ” If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.”

The world doesn’t talk about sin as such.  To them, sin is an archaic word.  They’d rather shape the idea of sin into a palatable and more tolerable commodity that people will just accept without question.   I found an interesting quote about this.  The world says, ” My right is my duty.”  The Christian says, “My duty is my right.”  The question here being –  what is your focus…putting yourself before others… or putting others before yourself?   This is where sin and truth collide…it’s where the world deceives us into thinking sin isn’t that big of a deal…but truth tells us we need to come out from under the cloud of lies and self-indulgence and repent.

Matthew 8:3 ” Jesus reached out His hand and touched the man. ‘I am willing,’ He said. ‘Be clean!’ Immediately he was cured of his leprosy.”

When we come to Jesus, He says to us, “Be clean!”  And at that moment we are purified from all the pollution, guilt, and shame of our sins.  For it says in Psalm 51:2, “Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin.”  Where we once were covered with the filthy stains of sin,  we are now cleansed…our nastiness replaced by pristine purity and righteousness through our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.  For it is only through the blood of Jesus that we can become cleansed from all our transgressions…it is only through Jesus we can be saved.

Proverbs 28:13 ” He who conceals his sins does not prosper, but whoever confesses and renounces them finds mercy.”

We all have things we’ve done that we’re not proud of.  Lapses in our character where we actually thought we could hide willful sins…but God saw everything.  And the longer we attempt to cover-up and rationalize sin, the harder it is to admit we’ve crossed the line.  David in Psalm 32:5 told the Lord, “I acknowledge my sin to You, and do not cover up my iniquity.”   The first part of David’s confession was Relent.  We need to yield to God and admit we’ve messed up.  The second part was Repent.  There needs to be true remorse and shame for our sin.  We’re sorry for what we’ve done, not just sorry we got caught.  Finally, we need to Remove the sin from our life…by whatever means it takes.  By keeping a short account with God, we won’t find ourselves outside His Will and far from His compassion.