Psalm 119:154 “Defend my cause and redeem me; preserve my life according to Your promise.”

If the Lord Almighty is defending my cause…why do I always feel compelled to justify or explain myself?  If God is contending for me in a dispute…why do I need to somehow prove myself right also?   St. Augustine was correct when he prayed, “O Lord, deliver me from this lust of always vindicating myself.”  We have this fleshly desire to be right…to explain ourselves away until everyone finally agrees with us…but if you look at Jesus teaching among the crowds, He never explained anything or made excuses for Himself.  He left the misunderstandings and misconceptions of others to correct themselves.